It bothers me that girls always talk to you about their problems. What about mine? I never used to be the jealous type, but things in my past have compromised me. It sucks to have someone you trusted your heart with betray you. That kind of heartbreak is hard to get over. I’m being cautious with you because I don’t want to experience it again. I understand that yeah, you do have friends that are girls, but I want to be your number one. The one who is always on your mind, the one who drives you crazy (the good kind), the one you tell her you love.
Maybe I shouldn’t have had too many expectations.I knew that this would happen. I don’t know why I couldn’t stop myself from falling for you. I feel so stupid, but my feelings for you are so strong. I probably set myself up for this one. I was hoping that you would abandon your player status, but I slowly see it coming back. I had a false hope that I would be the one to change you.
I wish I wasn’t so sensitive and emotional, then it wouldn’t bother me that much. I tried ignoring it but it keeps happening. I should probably tell you, but for now I will keep my thoughts to myself. This is just me letting off some steam. But really, this makes me want to cry. That’s how much I LOVE YOU.
smile like you mean it :)
