I think it’s PMS, I feel really lousy and my day was okay. Nothing bad happened but nothing spectacular happened either. Anyways I was feeling kinda shitty and the one person who I hoped was going to make me feel better actually made me feel a lot worse. I just needed some reassurance that he cared for me, but it turned out to be the opposite. Well gonna try and sleep so I can escape from the reality of my life for a few hours.
Every time you tell me that you met someone new I get scared and start to worry. I wonder if it is a girl, and whether or not she is pretty, or even drop dead gorgeous. I’m scared that one day your love for me will vanish and you will lose interest. I care for you more than you think I do, and it would suck if I lost you.
Look, now I am feeling all insecure, and maybe even for no reason. Gah!